My Forbidden Fruit 🍓

Have you ever been confused between your head and heart? Cause if you have or already been in such situation, welcome to another story of mine. This story is very close to me dont ask me how its just it is .This is about a girl name Amara , 21 yr old curvy girl but simple as well. Her boyfriend Nicolas a.k.a Nick sweet,loyal, handsome and loves his friend. Chris devilishly handsome, playboy and their common best friend. Its been a year almost when they revealed she and Nick have been secretly dating each other for past one year. She never wanted to tell Chris about it cause she didnt wanted her friends to make fun of them but she couldn't help it cause they were so much in love and it was hard for her and Nick to be apart from each other and one way or another they will find out . So Nick told him.It was going all good , Nick was as loving as he was and i have never been in love like this. But just like every love story it took a hard turn. Nick started ignoring ,always being caught up with her friend Natasha. His so called just friend bothered her to extreme level.

Present day

(Amara Verse)

This time he again ditched me and didnt even bothered calling me. I called Chris " hey baby,whats up with you?" He said over the phone.

"What do you mean i always call you when i am in problem or something? " I snorted

"No" he laughed. "I just teleported inside your head so i know you need me." He winked over phone and i know that cause somehow i know how flirty he is.

I sighed "I guess i am gonna break up with Nick" I am already tearing up.

"But why?what happened? He loves you Amara when you gonna get hang of it. Natasha is just his friend " he said." Shut the hell up Chris. You also know that Natasha is in love with him ,everybody knows that. He again ditched me for her. If he likes her why cant he just say that to my face. I can back off. I am sick of this anyways. Last night i saw Natasha posted picture of her and Nick with him holding her. She keep rubbing it on my face with these shits. You tell me when was the last time we went on a date ? Whenever i ask him to go on a movie or something either he brings you ,Natasha or his friend. I feel like he doesn't want to spend time with me. I am sorry i am dragging you in this .But i am done with this tell your friend its over , i dont want to talk to him cause he didnt even bothered to call that he is not coming on a movie and kept me standing over there for 2 hrs so why would i bother to call him and tell him any of this personally ." I spatted already sobbing .

"Hey! Hey baby girl stop crying. I know he is jerk but baby he loves you . Dont be fool dont break up like this. Cool down . I will tell him to call you . okay?" He said concernedly.

"No, please i cant hear his voice. Please do as i say Chris " I said and hang up the phone before he can fight on this with me again.I switched off my cellphone and cried whole night.Its been a week since Nick and I are on break he tried to call me , texted me every single day but i wont go until he leaves her. If she is just a friend he could leave her right but he didnt . I know its wrong to ask him to leave her just cause i am jealous but i just wanted to know my place in his life and he showed me . I guess this was it. I promised myself to never be in love again. I promised myself to be back to Old Amara-Flirty, silly, funny, messy everything except sad. And Chris have been helping me bring back that side cause when he broke up with his ex i somehow helped him to get back but now he felt its his duty to help me on this time more than Nick.We spend most of our time together, in classroom,outside college , even we study together and when were are not together we were always on phone till we go off to bed.Their was something i didnt know that i was getting attracted to him untill he flirted with his one of her friend in front of me. I felt pang of jealousy but i let it slip by cause even if there is something i cant be in love with him he is my bestfriend first and playboy second and last he is Nick bestfriend too and i guess last one was the mAin reason i let it slip by.I always wondered does Chris also felt this or not? And karma decided to answer to this.

I had a breakdown when i saw another picture of Natasha and Nick together. I was on the phone with Chris sobbing again. "I thought i was done with him but i guess i am not" i sobbed.

"Hmm" he said." what ? You are not gonna say anything?" I said.

" I used to have crush on you before i knew you guys were dating" he said out of sudden." what? " I laughed but i dont know why my heart skipped a beat. It never happened with Nick but its Chris he is just flirting again and he is trying to cheer me up i know.He didnt laugh as i expected him to.

" I am serious. I always wonder what it was like being with you but before i could even try it was too late . Nick is fool to let you go . I would do Anything to be with you, to feel you, to kiss you, to make love to you" he said in a monotone.I was speechless for the first time. Its was so sudden and dreamy. I also wondered about the last part whenever he sit close to me whenever his body touches me I always felt the spark . I always felt my body wants more. I have dreamt of me bneath him, almost every night from the day i felt those feelings. Even in those dreams he make me wet without even touching. I never wanted to admit this feeling but I dont know why he is telling me all this now.

"Oh" That was all that i could say. I gigled to show him that it didnt bother me but inside i was turned on by his confession.

"Forget it. I dont know why i am telling you this. Lets go to bed and i am sleepy." He said in disappointment.

"Umm..ok gn" i was still in shock .My heart was beating in its own beat. I should be sad or mad about it but i don't know why i felt happy. I felt the desire running all over my body.Next morning i met Chris sitting on the same bench where we used to sit. His eyes looked mischievous today somehow. I sat next to him acting casually like nothing happened but i knew he wont let me forget this. He snatched pencil away from my hand asking for a fight .

" Give me back Chris" i tried to snatch back my pencil back but he pushed back my hands .

"No! First tell me what you gonna do?" He said and suddenly gripped both of my hand trying to stop me from snatching.

"Nothing " I somehow felt he was asking me about the confession.He pulled my chin up so i was looking straight into his eyes. His eyes stared on my lips and then straight into my eyes. I felt like my body was on fire with his one look. He moved closer to me and whisper into my ears."why? I know and i can see it in your eyes that you want me as much i want you. And i severe i never needed someone like this bad. The more i talk to you, see you and touch you ,more i fell for you Amara.If you dont give it a try it will bother you as much it bothers me . Dont run from it Amara. "I was numb. All i could think was him touching me. He looked into my eyes asking for an answer. I hummed once again but somehow it felt like moaning.

He smiled and said "Lets have a movie night at my place and we can talk about this later cause if i kept talking to you like this then i am gonna fuck you over here cause you are practically moaning in my ears." He chuckled making me blush. He let go of my hand and left me on my seat alone. Suddenly feeling cold. I know i shouldn't do this but my heart wanted to know as well what it could be. And we are just gonna talk I mumbled to myself . We used to do this always on weekend its not a big deal.

I went to his home by 6pm. We watched a marvel movie like old time. I almost forgot what happened in the morning. By the end of movie i again felt the sexual tension forming between us . We were looking on a blank screen.His knees was brushing my knees and his arms was around my neck. I suddenly felt sweaty cause of so much desire. I couldn't form any words .

He came closer to me and whispered in my ears " Say something Amara, if you dont want me just tell me it wont affect our friendship i promise. I wont leave you as Nick and i promise i wont let you mess up cause i know i am perfect" he chuckled in my ears. I felt relaxed cause he always know how to ease up the tension. I looked into his eyes somehow finding my own motivation from his words.

"Kiss me Chris" I mumbled shyly.His eyes sparkled like these were the only words he wanted to listen for so long. He pulled me on his lap in one swift move so that i was strangling him. He kissed me passionately putting all his emotion, lust ,love whatever it was in this whole kiss. I felt completed, i didn't wanted to be anywhere other than this place. Yes on his lap, he kissing me. His hand slowly rubbing my back , my front and kept touching me. Lightening my body like a Christmas tree. I pushed my front toward his chest closing all the distance between us . He suddenly stopped and looked into my eyes asking for more. I couldn't help myself except moan. He kissed me again hard making me hold his hair in between my fingers . His hands kept doing the magic . He kept groping my ass, my boobs, my thighs and my front. I wanted this so bad i never knew . I never felf this close connected with anybody not even Nick. I never knew i could be turned on like this ever that i would never want him to stop what he is doing to me. I throw back my head when his lips left my lips and went on my neck. My fingers moved down to from his chest to his ass. I groped his ass in between my hands cause if he wouldn't take me now i might come like this only. I could feel him between my legs . And he was turned on as much i was. He stopped and looked into my eyes . All i could feel was Lust. I couldnt take it anymore i unzipped his pants letting him know i am ready for it as much he is. He slipped on his couch on his back so that i was on his top his head was resting on arm rest . He kissed me hard and pulled my pants in one thurst i dont know how he did it but he did. His finger dipped inside me making me moan in his mouth. I wasnt expecting this. He massaged my clits with his thumb while thursting his finger deep inside me and when i thought i was about to come he pushed another finger inside me . I felt so full and tight around his finger . I moaned and came on his finger as soon he thurst inside me again. My body felt weak . I never came so hard like this actually i never had an orgasm. He looked into my eyes asking me for a relief . I dont know but suddenly i felt more confident and sexy around him like this. I nodded . He pulled my dress up and throwed it on floor. He quickly removed his shirt and throwed it on my dress i was fully naked by now. He kissed my boobs one by one and start rubning my niples one by one While continuing kissing with his filthy mouth over my boobs. He suddenly flipped us so that now my back was on the couch and he was on top of me . He throwed his jeans on floor and underwear and stood in his full glory . I never knew this sexy piece of shit was my best friend all this year and i never knew. I blushed when my eyes fell on his erection. Somehow i felt proud that i did this to him. He quickly pounced on me , wanting me as bad i wanted him . I felt ready for my second orgasm. He positined between my legs and when i thought he was about to enter i closed my eyes . And suddenly i felt his lips on lips kissing me slowly promising me he wont hurt me even though i know he wanna go rough."Dont close your eyes my beautiful Amara, i wanna see the look in your eyes when you come." I slowly opened my eYes . And with this he pushed inside me swiftly in one move without hurting me. My chest raised toward him. He took a sharp breath feeling the wetness between my legs . "FuCk Amara Dont move. I am gonna come like this only otherwise." He took a deep breath and start moving again inside me while rubbing my breast between his hands . I gripped on his ass for my life. He kept thursting inside deep and hard blowing my mind away with each thurst. And i was on the verge of orgasm when he said "Cumm with me Amara" . And With this i found my release and he came with me too. He kissed my lips for the last time and crashed beside me. I kept my eyes closed. I felt like i couldn't move ever. I felt exhausted and relieved at the same time. I stayed like this for 10 mins. And suddenly realisation hits me what have I done. I lost my virginity to my best friend And i have i cheated on Nick with my best friend. We cheated him actually. What i was thinking. How could i do this to Nick . I could never date Chris even if i want too. I don't Even know that Chris actually loves me or not?

I turned my head toward his side and he was looking toward the ceilings.

" Hey Chris?" I mumbled on his chest hugging him tight. He hummed.

" Do you love me?" I asked. This got his attention and he looked into my eyes ."Yes i do Amara but what about Nick now" he asked.

I felt guilt ripping my chest. Nick start running in my head. I know I shouldn't have done this and i cant do this to Nick. He love his friends more than anyone i knew that. I cant steal his friend.

" We wont tell Nick and this wont happen again . Lets just forget about it. Its not like i regret this but we cant do this to Nick . He only got you. I dont know why i didnt thought about him " . I sobbed and hugged Chris tight . He rubbed my back even though i know it hurted him as well.

I know if stayed any longer I would never want to leave this place and he will convince me again into this.I jumped off from sofa and quickly zipped my dress up . Chris sat back "where Do you think you are going Amara?" He said angrily.

" I love you Chris but i cant Do this" And ran toward the door before he can get dressed and caught me .He ran behind me, tryed to catch up but he failed. And that how Chris became my Forbidden fruit even though i finally found my love.